i like to learn many things and am intruiged by how we r all connected. im a very curious person (some may even say nosey...) but! i say its all in the name of understanding the world around me.<br><br>
                
                i love mystery and weird mishapen things n my favourite ways to experiment with my curious findings are through making art and music, writing, and now coding (i wish to make a video game one day hehe).
                    
                <br><br>In the name of learning and experiementation ive exposed myself a lot, not just through the means i just mentioned but also in my irl life. (sometimes regretably so lmao). to be unequivocally urself no matter how insane you may look online and irl is... an experience.
                    
                <br><br>some of it was exaggerated and some not so much and in the end i was unsure who was me and who was the caricature, the jester i had seemingly become. i melded the two so much that the lines blured and i could no longer see the bigger picture. which, truthfully, i still dont know what is.
                    
                <br><br>due to this i inched away from the present moment, i feared people seeing me and i feared them not seeing me, i was scared of love, i was scared of myself but i knew then and still know now that for some reason i feel intrinsically linked to the fabrics of the universe in a way which i cant explain. i simply just understand it all. i now know i do not need to see everything for what it is but  to instead be endlessly crious about what is simply around me in that moment and to always let the universe surprise me with beautiful things. This is where i shall share my findings and anedotes about my life. i hope you find something that is for you here ..